This amazing topic continues for all love, mojo, messages, prayers and BEAMS out to Bobby Miller, the Motherboards own bobby, who continues to teach from his Provincetown bedside.

Catch up in part 1 with this saga of courage and community, and KEEP ON BEAMING!

Bobby,

Sending all love to that very special place and most of all YOU:

Poet..Priest of Everything..Legend..

I'll dance one for you this Tuesday, promise!

No Colleen, Bobby learned to dance in
DC in the 1960s at black SOUL dance parties.
Temptations, Four Tops, Supremes... that stuff.

Break dancing was in the 80s. She's already tramplin' all over them bitches by then.

Terence

Terence
aka
S'tan

http://www.terencesellers.com
http://www.sternangel.com/levay.html

There is an empty room.
Photographs,
magnetic poetry,
and a jar of pickles.
Kermit is in jail,
he notices.
I smell your Captains hat,
and I wonder,
"Where is Bobby Miller?"

I love you

I'm sorry for posting twice.
My clicky finger had a mind of its own.
Happy New Year to all my Family in the North.

tim and ken are here with me for new year's. we talk and think of you so often. wishing you much love, lot o' health and prosperity in the new year. 2003 will be glee!! for you especially cuz you deserve it. i sent my elves randy and sean in to see john and say hello in p'town. can't wait to see your loverly face again in new york-or maybe we'll just have to go up to p'town in the new year!!

what a girl will do to lose some weight--i mean, really!!

am heading to Ptown for New Years Eve! just made reservations! have spoken to Bobby almost everyday while out in Santa fe, sending him some rays. Hoping he got a sun tan from it, LOL. while thinking on Mr. Miller, it's not just Bobby that is seen, all our smiling faces surround him as one big loving heart. in the worst of times -- the best possible things do happen.

love loving you Bobby.

Thanks S'tan...you see Bobby, you've accomplished so much in your lifetime, that I was ready to give you credit for the Break Dance craze.

But alas...it's was Soul dancin. Well you've got alot of soul so that doesn't surprise me either.

Have fun with the Merlinator and we'll see you soon.

Best,
CTV

Hey Bobby! I'm thinking about you, and all these posts filled w/ healing and fierceness. I've been burning a candle all month in my window for you, and it's so comforting to feel like I have you right there in that flame looking out for me.

Looking forward to my Miller Time this evening, as I will be with loved ones before the countdown. I'm wishing ABUNDANCE for you for this year: abundance of health, love and peace - even though it looks like you already have a lot of this covered!

peace and light to you, baby!

We spend so much time on costumage and apparel and then you go and loose 50 pounds and everything looks hip hop...ICK..

A few personal notes:

Stan/ Thank you so much. You made me laugh and cry and reminded me of my roots. I adore you as I always have and you know that you were the first women I ever proposed to. It was because I loved you and I still do. But I think I love my Master more and surely you understand that one.

Sweetie/ Look what you started. Now at 9;45 every night I have to buckle my psychic seatbelt to prepare for the delluge at 10pm/ I love you and always have since we met at BoyBar so many eenturies ago. Your carimg and loving qualities shine out to everyone abd I am the benefactor. Thank you so much for your assistance in helping my healing. I can't wait to see you again soon. All my love.

To everyone else posting here/ Thank you for your love and concern. Have faith that God will continue to reveal tommorow to us, each of us in our lives in our own way.
Bless all of you. I feel your thoughts and prayers for real.

Finally got to speak to Bobby today for a long while - my first conversation since he has been back at home. His voice sounds ever stronger and Merlin and Jamie were there fattening him up!

Bobby said how much these posts meant and continued to mean. He asked that people continue to post here and not email him, as his email box filled up while he was in hospital and hotmail closed or disabled his account. He also enjoys receiving snailmail at the p.o. box - email me if you need it. He thanked everyone for the cards and notes and packages and apologizes for not being able to answer these separately.

I think being able to write in little groups to people in the topic is helping him feel connected to his roots and family here while not being as exhausting as individual correspondences or phonecalls.

Glad to have such a good report to add. Beam On!

You missed a good party Bobby but of course you were the main topic of conversation so I'm sure you're happy about that. Can't wait to see you all fattened up. Talk to you soon.
Good night,
(other) Daddy

At 10pm, Bobby turned to John and said, 'It's 10 O'Clock, isn't it?' He knew it from the waves of love and energy that came over him. It was so strong last nigh none of us could sleep. We spent hours talking, sharing, laughing while trying to wear Mr. Miller out so he could sleep. Yes, he is talking again. LOL. Bobby Miller Time is a powerful thing, family.

We also sat around the kitchen table yesterday making plans for the future! It's a long road ahead, with many new possibilies, and we will all get there together.

10 pm is too hard for me so I'll send my love at 10am full of coffee!

much love and support

in the morning

TnD

get fat baby! live , love and most of all LAUGH!
So happy to hear your starting the year off well!! Debravation sends her love too!

keep on keepin' on!

we thought about you so much--sent you love and energy when we picked out the asparagus and grated the cheese. one of the people we invited to our dinner for 8 didn't make it so i imagined it was you! i imagined you were at the dinner and how you would respond to various questions and situations. okay--i had had some really good wine and there were these little green leaves being lighted. so what!! anyway, you had a swell time and we loved everything that you said while we were watching "the warriors," currently known as the fiercest runway movie ever, and we were sorry when you had to go. but you've seen in a new year and there will be plenty more (that's YOUR problem!) with much love--prayers and stuff for you to get better quickkkkkk xoxoxoxoxo

Judith mistakenly started a topic with this one (no biggie, Judith, just use the "post reply" button, not "post topic")

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matt benedict called me today. we had seen each other the evening chichi organized the videotaping for you(which i'm sure you're keeping for blackmail purposes--esp me with the tit clamps). it was almost like being in jackie again--everyone dresssed up, interesting people, friends, dope smoking--but of course you weren't there leading the parade so jackie it wasn't. but it was great to see matt and we had a good talk today. HE DOESN'T HAVE A COMPUTER. i don't mean to throw shade; i just wonder how he commicates with the world. so i told him i would post his best wishes here for you. he's got a show coming up in february in chelsea which i insisted on being invited to. i love to dress up for an evening and have a good time!! i'll pick up some nice men for you and fedex them up and i'll slip any little paintings i like up my sleeve and send 'em up to you!! so it will be like you were there!!

guess what? they may have an evening of gay rollerskating back at the roxy. can i borrow your skates???

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Hi Bobby I haven't been online for a week so I just read all the New Post. I am so happy that you are home!!!! I hope you are having a great new year and keep on keeping on. I have so much to tell you and I can't wait to see you!!!! Much love

xoxo Lisa

I'm sending you all my love from Texas. As everyone well knows, everything is bigger here. Big love, heading your way!

thank g-d we got new year's out of the way and we can get back to real life! the news is good? the news is bad? i don't know. they're filming an episode of "law and order" outside my window and i'm hoping to see jerry orbach. no matter what is going on in the world, i focus on the important things. especially important is BARBARA JEAN MILLER! keep goin' on, my love, things can only get better!! i think of you all the time but especially when i walk by your doorway. lots of love coming your way from...the woman in black!

I had the craziest dream about you last night Barbara Jean. I just figured out why. I was walking by your doorway yesterday and of course I wanted to bang on the window to see if you would pop your head out. (I didn't though don't worry). But last night I had this dream...

I was talking to Sammy Jo. He and I were going camping. (Don't ask, it was a dream) We were of course talking about the latest records and I said, "Wait till you hear Bobby Miller's new record. He did a re-make of "French Kiss". I then hand him a record. It said...

FRENCH KISS
by BOBBY MILLER
produced bt THE MERLINATOR
re-mixed by DAVID MORALES

I said, It's really good, wait till you hear it".

Then you were there. I said, "Bobby, this record is really hot. You know you are going to have to do shows. You have to get better quick because you have to do the shows right away, you can't wait".
And you then pulled out this jet black wig (it looked like G-Spot's hair) and put it on. It looked hideous! (it looks great on G-Spot but a jet black shag didn't work for you). Then you said, "Don't worry hon, I got it covered." I turned to Sammy Jo and said, "Should we tell her"? He said, "No, let's not".
I woke up feeling all excited and happy about your new record and your new show biz success. I was kind of stunned by you in that wig though, it was so not you.