behind the wall, of flesh and beauty.. lies the soul... of the one I seek... with odds that are bleek.. the perfect mate with .. the perfect thighs.. eyes.. waist.. chest/ I mean breast.. lips.. the sway of her hips... hair...her stare... her.. voice.. and her choice.. to speak... to me...or not.. to speak.. if looks could kill.. it will, with that glare..
I'm lookin for someone who's like me... whos lookin for someone who's like them (I just made that up....hehehe) likes the athletic type.. black...w/ light skin... light eyes.. brown hair.. few cares... likes lap dances in chairs... for free.. who..likes all of me.. the good and bad.. happy and sad (awwwwww)... for richer... or.. richer...
white noise ever perpetual so relentless & skeptical every channel and magazine promoting fear and margerine bright teeth, vanishing creme, & war white virgins, and the bachelor are in your living room tonight filling & numbing your eyesight white noise ever perpetual hyperactive, habitual in your radio and headphones the messages that they condone pretty people and money spent Britney Spears and 50 cent they are talking to you today who you should be what you should say white noise ever perpetual so conventional and continual like so much drivel boring and ineffectual.
(Copyright) Velocity Chyaldd 2003
"If you don't practice your magick it will practice you."
Miracles can happen. Like the time I was a man that became a woman that became the man that I am.
Did the heel fit? And the illusion of powder and pancake that is the reflection in the mirror that you stand before awaiting "her" arrival.
Not like the sisters who walk by night down by the docks looking for the rent from somebody's lost husband. Afraid to ask for a cock, afraid to look in the mirror of themselves to see what they find.
Asking themselves over and over, "Who is the she in me?" "Who is the she in me?" The gentle sway of hips that are connected to legs deep in hose and feet swollen in pumps.
Doing the Connie Girl strut and the Rupaul Stroll. Causing heads to turn all up and down the Avenue, lost in that lipstick high with dreams so full to bursting.
I'm in a hormone state of mind. Self induced PMS so bad it bubbles within ready to burst forth at any easy moment up against your head motherfucker.
The long corridors of suitors, pockets full, ready to worship. And the homage is paid in full.
Lost in the ruins of a Disney dream where Peter Pan is a gay man, where Cinderella and Sleeping Beauty rush home before morning like Anne Rice vampires to beat the sunrise of a newly stubbled face.
Are you that girl with something extra? Donning lies like garments of illusion, gender bending past confusion, causing heartache contusions, while waiting for that magic carpet ride to carry you across the river to a paradise of believers?
Excuse me Miss, do you have this pump in an eleven and a half?
Wild women are hideing behind yer back Fountains of experience they attack The painted ladies are poised like cattle They're just chain smokeing before their battle the youngest young ones are scratching their heads cuz they still don't know which ones are the dead the danceing muggles suck the music dry and feeling thinkers fuck the humble pie we're kissing rapists inside of our sleep downloading victims becuz they cum cheap all over dashboards an unhappy crash meeting our faces with the welcum trash it's just thick like thieves and the animal just raping ourselves we're cataclysmal I wish we could live just like vicoden I wish we could be our own jungle gym honest like children with forever sun and killing the jade without the gold gun
copyright Velocity Chyaldd (ascap) 2004
"What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the master calls a butterfly."
I got sent flowers, then I think what for My last three years were torment Yet you never opened up your heart’s door My heart is broke in a thousands pieces, my body so well spent While you held onto grudges, never thinking what it meant
But I got sent flowers, then I think what for When all I needed was a big brother Who would open up his heart’s door Instead I got treated like just another Stranger, who just got shown the door
The Love of my life is dead Yet, you found time, to knock her in the end Recalling all the things she ever did and said When what I needed was a brother who would also be my friend
You held onto your grudges, of over 20 years When you could have held your brother Comforting each other’s fears Remembering back to a time when we only had each other
But I got sent flowers and I think what for My relationship with you is shattered I know it can be no more Yet, your grudges were all that seemed to matter
But I got sent flowers, and I wonder what for When all I wanted was my brother to rise above his feelings and open up his door I would have reached out to him and given him so much more Instead I got sent flowers, and I think what the fuck for
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Too many dreams to fill one nightmare, and people ask, 'why, do yah sleep?' and ah say, 'ah have had enough pain, and a dream may not always be reality.
One lone dead paper bird lay ruined, lost, damp and cold, Embossed upon the wet well-traveled grey-cemented sidewalk. Crisp school bus-yellow paper art, drew notice to the archeological site, Fallen from reverent, precious, articulated fingers of a disappointed child? The once eternal gift, rendered such unexpectedly short-lived significance, Abandoned, ancient, prostrate, un-succourable origami Terradactyl.
Dead Origami in the Rain.
Merlin 032805
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This is one of my poems that is published and I just want to share it with you all. Screaming The crashing of glass being broken. The screams of anger. The crashing of words colliding. The screams of broken teeth. The crashing of fists slamming in the other opposite of me. The screaming of yourself in your head telling you to run away. The crashing of you getting slammed in the wall. The screaming of your bones breaking. The crashing of a knife slicing your stomach. The screaming in the dark. The crashing to the floor. The final scream as you lie on the floor slowly dying.
OK... so i met a blokie down in Jamaica who writes poetry ... when he's in NYC he wants to attend some poetry events, go to workshops etc... whats the 411? What basic stuff can i tell him.. he's young an rootsy.... Anyone?
Anna Nicole: send him to the Bowery Poetry Club at Bleeker.Or The Nuyorican Poets Cafe at 2nd between A & B. There is an open mike and a poetry slam there on Friday nights. Also there are usually a listing for poetry events in both The Village Voice listings and Time Out NY too.